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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

i twisted my ankle!!


omg i cant believe it.

i twisted my ankle.
i twisted my ankle.
i twisted my ankle.
i twisted my ankle.

how can how can how can!??!?!?!??!

now i wont be able to play captain's ball.. will i be able to run my 2.4 and for the last time try breaking that 10min barrier into the 9mins range??? sobs ): my ankle hurts.

it's not swollen.. it juz hurts. edmund stays it's juz a slight sprain with a strained ankle. i hope so! maybe it'll get better tmr when i wake up. maybe.

trapping water for water polo iz tiring. but it sure iz fun. my eyes have been chlorinated and now they're red and tired. and most of all. my ankle hurts big time cuz of that too. boo.

*throbs @20:58
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Monday, July 23, 2007

jam packed weekend.


hello again (:

i'm back after yet another hectic week of my lifeeeeeeeee (: waha. my life iz always hectic i realised. but i guess that's the way i like it. never ending line of things to do(besides the still piling list of school work) baha.. oh well!!

once again thanks ben for the songs! well erm the modernised Nsync version sounds much nicer anyway (:

yeah.. so let's see.. now that nationals are over.. physio has resumed. told pauline i wanna cut back physio to twice a week.. not sure if she's agreeable.. but yeah.. maybe it slipped off her mind again. or wait.. maybe she's gonna discharge me soon. hmmm.

well.. so 20july, friday.
resumes physio after a long 2week break of nationals. instead of more running this time i did lots and lotsa jumps (: fun actually.. like back to speed, power, agility (:

after physio rushed off to my first water polo training. erm.. water polo iz SERIOUSLY tiring. geex. imagine trying to trap water and keep yourself afloat with/without the ball.. trying to stop yourself from bobbing up and down and passing. geex. jud and i couldn't help sinking. x)

rushed down to riverwalk for cell (: first time ever going to riverwalk. haha. the place iz pretty cool and stylish. bk said it would be cold, but apparently it wasnt that cold ba.. yupp.. games was fun (: you know there's something really cool about the games in N219.. it's that their games are really outta the box and not normal. it's fun. and i have this feeling they actually spent time creating their games. hmmm. we need more creative juices :D so the meeting was pretty alright i suppose. at least i got the point bk was driving at. that all things are really possible in His Hands. we juz gotta keep trusting and relying on Him for the empowerment (:

after cell rushed down to the Cathy to meet clique up (:

yeah.. this iz us. i was the last to arrive. and this was the last group shot they took after the 84219741268 many shots they cam whored. blah. but nvm.. guess wad it's BEN'S AND JERRY'S!!! and i missed it. nvm!!! i'm gonna have my awfully chocolate soon rightrightright david and ben? x) baha. yupp! soon ken and his gf(ting) left and so did rae and jun. hanged around listening to shu's friend-the lead singer of the band performing den erm. we left. headed to somewhere in orchard. i cant rem where that iz. but yeah. it's the "park" and we lay down there staring into the black reflective ceiling and the blue little flashing lights. sighhhhh.. nice sweet quiet peaceful. but i couldn't be at peace. i dunno why but there was smth bothering me and i juz cant figure out wad. but yeah.. left soon after cuz i had to catch a train and the bus home. unlike them all there's NIGHTRIDER. why cant the nightrider services go pass my house too huh?!? *complains*

but oh well.. it was a great night (: jam packed with activities.. and thanks ziqi for chatting with me on the phone all the way home (:

21july, saturday.
what did i do.? erm went to school for some crap phototaking which erm.. took liike 30mins to arrange the people into the photographer's desired position and juz when he's about to start snapping it started to rain.. thanks dude.

well free refreshments in courtesy of climbing club (: like custard tarts, cream eclairs and BROWNIES!! (: i had lotsa brownies and headed home.

lunched napped and headed out to find ziqi and weixiong to study. study barely 2hours and i got restless. left for service. serviced. message was wow. now i still lack that conviction which i somehow need to instill. fellowshipped. had fun. and for the first time i heard ben and his transformer self. lolx :D

22july, sunday.
mizuno waveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee run. seriously it's waves. like little waves each time someone splashes into a puddle which splashed onto you. great. fancy waking up at 530AM on a RAINY sunday morning. yawns. self imposed torture. haha. ran a 10k race with judith throughout the whole race (: it's really great running with you jud!!! (: like motivation to keep up and run together and finish the race together (: 57.17mins. rah. and did i say? somehow i ended up with a blister on the arch of my foot ): tink i tied my laces too tight x)

well the thingy actually ended early. but inefficiency caused me to leave bedok reservoir at 944AM. geex. imagine waiting for almost 40mins to take our bags from the baggage truck. o.O i got fed up waiting in the end and actually climbed into the truck and found our bags myself. selfish of me but ya. arghh. it was suppose to be a truck specially for the ladies' bags BUT!!!! they PILED like 987654321guy's bags on top of ours. so far for being the earlier few to throw our bags in. boo.

so like erm. at 10 the bus came. raced my way to expo juz in time for the last worship song. x) good message as well on the Lord's prayer. simple yet full of meaning. wow. lunched and tried to settle some stuff for the captain's ball game this coming sunday. ended erm like 4+5? cant rem. bused home. napped a while. and instead of sleeping early i slept at 1+ because of the dumb SGC. sighhhhhhhhh. tired.

but it was a funny day alright. full of hilarious 'stunts' by me, making a fool outta myself. all thanks to david. x) and i've a question. do i look like i'm crying when i laugh?! haha x) thanks for the wonderful afternoon wonderful lunch and wonderful day. (: baha.!! i cant believe it. do i look like a giraffe?!?!? xD gosh.

23july, monday. today.
so today was a tired day. skipped pe and slept throughout it openly at the sports complex while everyone was running their 2.4km test run. haaaaaaaaaa. didn't sleep during lessons. but slept during break. did a little of my GP essay but insufficient to complete. now it's one of the piled up work i have to do again. zzz. by tmr. gosh. physio today was merciful (: did light warm up, light strengthening and i got a recovery massage (: heh. i'm blessed. (:






so anyway i was talking about captain's ball.. anyone interested to join us for the
ULTIMATE CAPTAIN'S BALL CHAMPIONSHIPS??? X)
ARE YOU FIT ENOUGHTO BE THE NEXT MVP - THE CHAMPION OF THE CHAMPIONS?
ARE YOU READY TAKE UP THE CHALLENGE?

contact me for more details (: i know i look umglam on that flyer. o.O baha

*throbs @22:08
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this song has been stuck in my head for really quite some time le..

God must have spent a little more time on you.
By : Alabama.. (NSync sang the modern version on according to the search engines.)
Can this be true? tell me, can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete, I thought I was whole
Why do I feel like Im losing control?
Never knew that love could feel like this,
And you changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me theres an angel?
Its a miracle

Your love is like a river peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret that I could never keep
When I look into your eyes I know that its true
God must of spent a little more time on you

In all of creation, all things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold when you came in this world
And Im trying hard to figure out just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile, the heart of a child
Thats deep inside, leaves me purified

i dunno why i suddenly have such songs in my head. i juz know i woke up one morning with this song in my head after dreaming a sweet dream (: anyone has it pleaseeeeeeeeeee send it to me!! (: thanks!!! (: let it slide by joanna iz a pretty nice song too!! send it to me too if you have it! (: please and thanks! (: THANKS BEN!!!!!!! (:

we danced to this song. well i dun rem the face of my partner.. but we were dancing through the night like a fantasy fairy tale. how sweet (: the thing iz that i know i cant dance and i dunno how to dance.. haha.. so that's why dream will always be dreams (: proves that song "dreams are my reality" wrong, big time. :p

*throbs @15:34
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i'm back again (:

going back to school at the start of this week really sucks. going to every lesson unprepared, den you have totally no idea what the teacher iz talking about. thoughout the day i couldn't help but want lessons to end soon. and hopefully i wouldn't need to go back for lessons the next day. and i couldn't help but wish i was still back at cck.. and that my cck days would never end.

well.. i skipped school today.. and

unfortunately cck days have officially ended ):

without the big bang we had of last year. but it sure did end with top8s (:

i came in 5th for my 800m with a timing of 2.38mins. my pb. (: but i tink i ran the race pretty stupidly. big fat boo. i shouldn't have taken the lead. i should have stay behind. should have should have should have. almost. the medals were so close yet so far. and did i mention.? i've a confession to make!!! ): i'm a really bad runner. mean nasty bad evil. i actually accidentally almost tripped a VJgirl. she almost fell over. ): and apparently i spiked her too. one spike mark bleeding at her shin area ): sorry vj girl!!! i was trying to cut out from the box that i was boxed in. i hate boxes ): boo.

chinkai came in 4th for his 1500m (: which was a pretty scary race cuz he started 4th from the back. but as his style iz. the game of chase (: well done chinkai!

den the relays.. well.. Agirls were the 7th qualifier during the heats and we came in 7th for the real thing. i ran slower than my heat run by ONEsecond. but the rest said they did well.. in which me teo said he thinks we ran faster than our heat race as a whole team. (: but i'm still quite upset with one person. SIGH!! *knock myself on the head*

Aboys were the 8th qualifier during the heats and they came in 7th (: vjc was juz too far away for kaisheng to chase him down. why 7th iz cuz dunno why suddenly the HCguy slower to a jog at the last 100m dash. tink he pulled a muscle of smth.. bleh. i guess it's to our advantage.

so that's the end of nationals2007.

headed down to woodlands swensen's to eat dinner plus "celebrate"? yeah.. it was juz a dinner. formality? tradition? well i guess if it's not for arvin who joined us the dinner wouldn't even bare a tinge of excitement or fun. the many reason why i would still miss last year more than i'd miss this year. there's nothing i can do bout it. this year's "team" juz doesn't feel like a team. separated individuals separated into individual cliques and mixes.. sigh. i really do miss all you seniors out there. really really really do.

after dinner arvin offered to drive mel and i back (: but we accompanied arvin to collect his precious new phone at hougang first (: waha. in the end arvin got lost at sengkang x) earlier when arvin drove jud and i to woodlands to cck, we got lost at sungei dunno wad too x) baha. but yeah.. in the car was juz simply enjoying the company of my favourite senior (: and i became his PA for a while. haha. so funny. arvin sent me home after that though (: thanks arvinnnnnnnnnnnnn!! for the wonderful night with the track gathering!! (:

thanks goes out to SERENE, ZELING, CHERRIN, CAROLINE too (: for specially coming all the way down to cck to support us. (: to caroline for the donuts (: and to the rest of the track team(those who came) like jon, deb, gwen dotdotdot ppl.. thanks for putting aside stuff in school to come down (:

thanks to BEN and DAVID too!!!! (: for coming to support as well!! (: david for taking leave!! i owe you guys awfully chocolate ice cream alright!! it's gonna have to be my treat (: for being so supportive all these while during nationals (: it's true that support really does matter. thank you guys so very much for being the few that made it matter so much (: and guess wad. i forgot to take a photo with you guys ): GEEX.

*throbs @12:49
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Monday, July 16, 2007

nationals pictures! (:


camwhoring begins (:

check this out.
this wasn't taken by me nor anyone i know!!! (: i guess the professional photographer juz couldn't help but notice the PURPLE STRIPED shirt. heh. i wonder what iz ben doing.. eating his fingers..??? x)
photos are courtesy of JUDITH SIM for discovering the site. i never knew they had such sites that host photos x) waha
this iz the 1500m Heats. spot jud and i (:this iz the 1500m finals. and i found a new way to keep the people behind me away from me. juz swipe their faces with my hair.. waha.! the benefits of keeping long hair :Dlook at kaisheng!!!!!!!! most of the photos taken of him shows him FLYING juz like in this picture. it's outright UNFAIR because my feet are always captured on the ground. hrmph.
but this!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!! (: (: (:!!!! me FLYING (: waha wheeeeeeeeeee!
humanity (: the millenia guy iz the number three behind kaisheng for 200m (: i tink.
the medalists (: courtesy of amanda's friend shawn. (: thank you!the special guest of honours that made it back and all the way down to cck to support us (:


first up!! ARVIN TANG (: he "escaped" from camp. geex. thanks for coming!! and sorry for getting you into trouble!our lady guests (: GOHZELING and CHERRINWONG! (: in the TJtrack colour too.serene (: and they cam whored without me. baha. they all look cute :pmuacks ze!!! (: it really was great to see you on friday! (: in that yellowwwwwww shirt of yours. x)cam whore 1. with the beloved track (:cam whore 2. with the beloved track. and kaisheng's beloved 400m GOLD medal (:in honour of our lady guest of honours and with the gold medalist of the day (:
everybody wants to take photo with the DOUBLE gold medalist of 2007. and that does not exclue me nor jud! heh (:

thanks to everyone for being so supportive throughout this nationals period (:

arvin : "hey nut n jud.. Sorry i cant come out, I'm out only at 515.. So.. Both of you fly later arz. Fly like a bee and float like a butterfly.. Wadever that means :)" and in the end he turned up (: and watched the race (:

kenneth : "dun let ur results affect ur mood today ok? Do ur best later ok! :)" thanks for the reminder. i really needed it at that time. and i really did consciously tell myself to refocus (:

bk : "Announcing that a Nationals Silver Medalist have emerged from W115! Congratulations to Natalia!" waha. this really cracked me up when i was feeling really down. and note that silver was only heats. haha x) still thanks (: and in came all the congratulatory smses and i had to clear the misconception :D

singyee : "nata go go go jia you! =D" then "Nata ! Congratulation! ! yeah yeah gonna celebrate with u later! Go Go nata ! !" waha (: and we had macdonalds ice cream courtesy of bk at lot1 (: heh (: yummyyyy fudge (:

huanli : "Jia you! For your competition day:)"

david : "Good morning. Remeber to fly like a bee later. Cause, wong wong wong xiao mi feng." baha (: this iz funny really. :p now i'm confused who's the bumble bee :D

chuanli : "All e best for 1500m tml! Go own e ppl on e track! =D jiayou!"

chengjun : "Jiayou jiayou!! : > >"

last but not least. thanks david, ben, bk, ailin for coming down to support the race itself. (: esp ben!! cuz he stays like jogging distance away.. thanks for coming down on the days of my races!!! (: gosh there's lots more still kept in my phone (: thanks to everyone who dropped texts..!!! even my seniors still do rem (: geex. i'm blessed because of EVERYONE OF YOU OUT THERE!!! (who know me that iz) x) thank youuuuuuuuuuu ALL!!

*throbs @01:04
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Thursday, July 12, 2007

nationals update!


baha (:

haven been going school for quite some time le. waha. i've been happily sticking out at chuachukang stadium and i refuse to leave. haha x)

nationals update!!! (:
9july, monday.
1500m heats. i came in second for my heats with a timing of 5.41.66mins. 7th qualifier.

10july, tuesday.
kaisheng obviously got through his heats for 200m AND 400m with a first qualifier in his heats and overall (:

11july, wednesday.
i came in sixth for my 1500m finals with a timing of 5.44.01. slow. 5whole seconds slower than the champion. rah. got kinda boxed in. started the chase too slow. lagged behind too much. couldn't catch up. could have done better. but mr teo said it was still not bad cuz i didn't really train for 1500m.

kaisheng again obviously got through his 400m semis with a first for his semis and the top qualifier. x)

4by4 Agirls has officially got through to finals.. like finally one event on the final day (: yayness. and we got lane1. best lane according to mr teo. (: now we dun have to cut lanes (: baha

12july, thursday.
i came in second for my 800m heats. with a timing of 2.42.15mins. 6th qualifier i tink.
jud ran with a twisted ankle. i was soooooooooooo scared for her la. but i'm glad her ankle didn't give her problems during the race. and she completed the race (: yay to her!! (:

4by4 Aboys have officially got into finals with lane8. a whole 7seconds ahead of the 9th qualifer. haha. we screamed the whole warmup area down with the announcement of this qualifier (: yayness. now both Aboys and Agirls has their 4by4 events on final day after our 4by1s got booted out farfar away. heh.

well poor kaisheng muz be shag. well. he clocked a 48.95s for his 400m in the relay. overtaking from the 7th position to the first with a lead of about 10to20m. x) WOW. den he had 200m semis which he did in 23.01. (: and the afternoon finals. GOLD MEDALIST HENG KAI SHENG clocked a 22.83(?) for his finals!!! and of cuz.. he actually raised his hand in the sign of VICTORY (: first time. best. well done kai sheng. we're really proud of you!

13july, friday.
and so we're predicting our gold medalist will be a double gold medalist breaking a championship record in the 400m finals in a few hours time. way to go kaisheng! (:

*throbs @23:20
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

ben


ben iz freaky :p

BeN* says:
[nAtAia] not only gloriously tanned but burnt as well.. =D says:
okok i go to sleep already goodnight ben
BeN* says:
OKOK GOODNIGHT NAT


and ben iz lame. :D

BeN* says:
wah nationals leh nat... don play play... nationals..... nat is nationals... wah cannot play play


now i've got 3emoticons that look like me. x)
-the ghost with the big ha :D looks like me baha-ing
-the yellow smiley with the tongue constantly shaking it's head
-the jelly panda dancing iz the baha dance.

wahaaaa. interesting. xD

*throbs @22:50
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"Breathe. Let go. And remind yourself that this very moment is the only one you know you have for sure."
- Oprah Winfrey

A good use of this only moment you know you have would be to let go of fear, let go of anger, let go of stress, let go of worry, let go of struggle, let go of hurry and let go of self-criticism. By letting go of all these very unnecessary feelings and emotions, you'll be giving yourself the opportunity to re-focus, re-center and re-connect, which is a wonderful way to spend this one glorious moment that is now.

May you always be willing to let go as you hold to the moment.

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this was the very reason for monday (:
to let go of everything and focus on the thing at hand. and this i shall do tonight, tmr morning before i go out on the track and run the race of my life (: glorious moment of my lifetime.

*throbs @20:13
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(:

you know why w115 rocks so much?
because they are always there.. every small little thing/detail matters to them all (: thanks you so much my beloved cg (: thank you for coming down to cck to support my heats!!! (: i'm moved and touched by this gesture. really. (: plus all the smses pre-race. plus jon teo's prayer request for me (:

kicking off to a VERY BAD start was school on monday.

well jud and i did pe in spikes to try running for the race in the afternoon.. waha. we barely lasted 3rounds proper. scary thing to know that it's juz the afternoon that it's the real thing!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!

lessons today were crap.
econs lecture that i couldn't understand so i ended up dozing off again.
math tutorial that mr ng went through the exam script which i had no mood to pay attention to anymore.
so round up of results!!
gp - 47
physics - 48
math - 32%
chem - 28.5
econs - 20

bleh. this iz really bad. it's even worse than last year's results.. worse than last year's JCT or promos.. what am i gonna do..??!?!?!?! sigh.

felt miserable. pathetic. not juz cuz of results but some other reasons. bogged down bigtime.
tried to sleep all feelings away. couldn't.
but i had to focus concentrate. arm action; stride; pace. the race iz on and noone not anyone not anything should get in my way of my race.

that was all i thought of on my journey to cck.
that was the end of my bad day.

felt relaxed no stress no pressure. prayed. felt God's presence felt God's strength. ran with all my might ran with all my heart ran with all my focus.

after a disappointed last year of nationals..
this year i managed to clinch 2nd for my heat. i'm happy. overjoyed and overwhelmed. (: so much so that all other thoughts were immediately washed outta my brain. i could hear bk, ailin and ben rooting for me at the gallery juz near the finishing line. i could hear my teammates shouting "go nat" and screams as i did my final dash to overtake that raffles girl in front of me. i juz ran. i juz ran. i juz ran. my finals. for mr teo. for TJ. for God. (:

arvin came (: yayness and coolness. he almost got into trouble for coming outta camp. but still tHaNks arvin!! (: for taking the trouble to come down to support us even though you said you couldn't make it (: turtleneck!! x)

but yeah. i rem arvin saying that as long as we tried our best and we completed the race. we're considered as succeeded. (: jud!! you completed your race and so you've succeeded!! (: i'm proud of you.! (: it was really encouraging to have you in my heats. to know that when two or more are gathered, there God will be with us during our run (: well done to debbie too. i saw the chase was on. i saw the intensity and how well you completed the race. i'm equally proud of you. (: well done my lovely tracker babes (:

wednesday. next 2races. here i come.

thanks bk for the long talk with me too. really needed it.

*throbs @00:50
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Saturday, July 07, 2007

grey week + w115 rocks


w115 juz cracks me up (:
i can never stop professing that i simply love w115 so much. being in this cell group iz really a blessing (: and i'm glad to be part of it. rock on w115!! (: *loves to everyone!*

well.. if it was not for this wonderful miracle i'm in.. my week would have been pretty grey.. in fact very grey.

so let's recap..
3july, tuesday.
half day schooooooool!!! (:
that's a really good thing. haha. the principal decided to give us all a half day(means lessons til 930) and i still dunno why. but yeah! thanks for the half day x)

so half day. after lessons there was training til bout 12+.. lunched at home and took a nap. den....

i went to SUNTEC to get the donuts!!!! (: for the cell group of cuz. we met up at 1800hrs at vivocity to watch TANSFORMERS!!!!!! well as you see.. it's a cell group movie outing!! not everyone made it though.. but most of us did. there was like.... me, ailin, huanli, singyee, david, ben, torrance, michael and laiyoong.

thanks david for booking the tickets in advance!! (: and yeah.. something very interesting he said. the girls were arranged to be seated on row in front of the guys so that if any stranger did anything funny the guys behind would whack them.. waha.. i never thought of that.. baha x)

well yeah. the show was GOOOD. actually good iz an understatement. it was simple fantastic (: the graphics was like wow. and the show itself was really funny. i cant descirbe it much but it's really a good show worth catching.. maybe i'll get the VCD when it comes out (: go catch it if you havent!! (:

but yeah.. i guess most of all it's the company that really made me enjoy myself very much. the cell group and everyone who made it. geex. i regret for missing all the other outings perviously!!!! ): but now i'm really gonna try to make it for the next few as much as possible!! (: yes i will!!!

4july, wednesday.
pissing off day.

so what if i dun get my face in that &*#(!)P%#@*%$ picture.. it doesn't make a difference..
so far for supposedly being the 2nd highest body in the school when noone's got a single efficiency in them.

physioed. went to see the doctor for my followup.
pauline claims i'm more than 100% recovered.. i choose to think otherwise. it still hurts. and hurts pretty badly at times too.. so i end up taping layers over layers whenever i'm running..

doctor says: "you juz need to have more confidence in yourself."

yeah i guess so. more confidence. in everything.

met up with bk, david, ben and ailin at singpost for some mini meeting. well at least it kinda made my day better. the best was when nadnad called. (: we chatted for an hour odd. brightening up my night. came home did some cg stuff and went to bed soon after.

5july, thursday.
start of track and field nationals2007.
no events for me today. but went down to cck with jud and jon (: jon had his javelin event. kinda worried for him seeing him from afar constantly bringing his hand up to his shoulder. geex. hope the shoulder's feeling better already!! guess it's still a good thing that at least you met the qualifying mark though it's not one of the top8.. i still owe you icecream! (: take care yeah jon!

and did i say..?? i spotted a COCKROACH on top of the door of the lift we were in. i stifled a scream.. and when the others spotted that cockroach they RAN outta the lift. haha. the stranger in the lift got a little pissed..?? and asked jon to close the door. he walked off.. and jud and i ran outta the lift. jon was our "RESCUER"!!! he flicked that pest onto the ground and stepped on it. *squish* it died. waha! x)

stayed back to watch the afternoon sprints. congrats melissa for qualifying into semis..

6july, friday.
bad day. ):
4by1 came down a rocky start ):
sorry jud grace charlene.
my starts were bad. i didn't dare to try using the starting blocks cuz everyone said dun try new things.. sigh. maybe i should have tried. i didn't lag after the gun went off. but i tink i ran really slowly. all i rem was i juz ran. i didn't rem running action i didn't rem the arm swing i didn't rem the opening of my stride. i juz ran. sigh.

den we got dQed. sigh.

i cried. i really did. but mr teo said it's over le juz focus on the next individual events. i guess my sprints really weren't good since he said "you didn't train for sprints much either." sigh.

jud and i went for a longer run outside cck. ran to yew tee pri and back. sat on the swing for a while and played a little longer.. well it did swing away some of the bad feelings. headed to lot1 with jud. we both got yami yoghurt ice creams to help cheer us up. it did a little. headed back home after jud found her shoebag.

came home showered tried to do a little gp.. but i ended up taking a nap. headed for cell group.

well i felt the games was a little messy.. i dunno why either. den i led testimony.. i felt i could do better but i dunno how.

but still.. thank God for cell group meetings. (: at least the fellowship did cheer me up. with ailin and david (: baha. david the bully :p

after the meeting a few of us headed to newton circle to have supper (: and winnie and alfred actually treated all of us supper (: thanks!!! (: well i had fun. it was good.

i guess it still voices down to w115. (: thank you so much my beloved cell group.

*throbs @12:08
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Monday, July 02, 2007

): youth day holiday.?


):

youth day holidays are never holidays.
training, physio.
den i went out.

well it was alright. walked around suntec. and guess wad. we spotted a new DONUT FACTORY OUTLET at suntec!!! i'm not saying where it iz else the queue's gonna be longggggggggg when i go queue for some tmr. heh. no la.. it's at the corner of level1 carrefour!!!!!!! (: the queue iz SOOOO much shorter than the one in city hall.. as of what i saw today that iz.

well.. we decided to head home. waited like 2798326421years for the bus to come ): in the end we gave up and walked to city hall to taken 80home. and something happened which plunged the day into moodliness. sigh. sorry i turned the monday blues into navy when it was suppose to turn violet ):

sigh. sometimes it's juz hard to say it out. it's juz so hard to let you know some things have to be made official to be in effect. it's juz so hard to let you know that girls have to be pampered. it's juz so hard to let you know that sometimes my thoughts do matter too. it's juz so hard to let you know that sometimes girls talk in codes, with little hints along the way hoping you'll catch them. sometimes it's really juz so hard to know if you're really "love" me. giving is nothing with love, love iz nothing without giving.

*throbs @23:47
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sporting sunday was a rocking success (:

thanks ben and carey for organising this event! (: i had fun we had fun and everyone had fun.. and i guess the objective to bond the cg and everyone else was achieved (: though i still hoped that more of the others who couldn't make it could have made it.

but yeah.. well teamA didn't win but teamC did (: well done teamC!!! but teamA didn't do too bad either!! so proud to be part of teamA (: joseph, enke, carey, qingtai?, serena, fionna, tracey, arlene and myself. (: well.. it was a tough game we fought.. but yes!! we had....
pro jeseph running about all over the place (: so gladddddddddddd.!!!
den there was enke the pro defender..
carey the pro midfielder and defender too!!
qingtai the pro catcher..
serena the pro catcher at times and the pro attacker too (:
den there's fiona the pro interceptor..
and tracy the pro garang player (:
and last but not least arlene the pro bball player :D

well i had fun (: though i had to tape my knee for the play.. and the match against teamC got erm kinda physical and i ended with abrasion on my little toe. but i had fun (: sweaty stinky but really fun (: mingled with qiaoyu and arlene a little more today (: thank God for this chance.. i guess there must be something done.. there juz needs to be sometime done. i wonder how i wonder what.

but nonetheless.. i had funfunfunnnnnn!!! (:
and i rem throwing an empty bottle at david once and chasing him around bball court too. tsk!!!! :D

after captain ball league i dropped by ziqi's to observe their mahjong game.. haha.. no la.. it's more of TAPAO alvin's, sam's, joel's and ziqi's dinner for them. haha :p seeeeeeeeee!! but i watched them play a while.. den headed home. went out again to meet serene to get some stuff from her at kovan....

thanks serene for the encouragement notes!!!! (: love them really much. thank you my dear twin! (:

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